Caliban

[fox69]

"Life Is Too Short"

"Life Is Too Short"


Dead end and no way back
Walls came crashing down on me
Whatever I try
Whatever I do
My mind will go insane
Change is the headline and I am reborn
All the crying
All the mourning is gone

I woke up with a new view of life
I don't know what has happened to the past

Life is too short to think all through
Life is too short to waste it all

So listen to your heart
And help your dreams
To come true
Life is too short

Too many dreams kept in the dark
Too many wishes are blown away for nothing
A new time
A new chance
I am a rising star
I am back
I will fight
I will love again

I woke up with a new view of life
I don't know what has happened to the past

Life is too short to think all through
Life is too short to waste it all

Life is too short

 

[fox69]

"Love Song"

"Love Song"


You are my world, my cage
My love, my hate
My everything!!!
When I'm blind you'll take my Hand
And lead me safe and sound
You are the one who makes me smile
You are the one who makes me cry
Next to you I feel strong
Next to you nothing feels wrong
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
You give me hope for more
You show me how to fall
Today I will forget the pain
Because I know you're here
You are the one who took my fears
You give me wounds that will never disappear
Nothing you do could hurt me
But one wrong word could cause my end
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
You are my world, my cage, my hate
You are my everything
You'll take my Hand and lead me, I'm blind
Lead me safe and sound
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
I LOVE YOU!!!

 

[fox69]

"Love Taken Away"

"Love Taken Away"


Now i'm sitting here writting about the lonelyness.
It's a bad day and the reasons for that are trivial!!!
Love taken away.
Throughts at the mercy of the past.
Destroying myself.
My inside is crying for help.
Who cares? [x3]
I forgot to live for the moment.
I don't want to be wath I'm am!
Wath will be in the future?
I don't know what to expect.

 

[fox69]

"Mein Schwarzes Herz"

"Mein Schwarzes Herz"


Chaos
Kosmos
alles oder nichts
auch wenn alles
auseinander bricht!

Wie ein Vulkan
spuck ich Feuer
bis der Himmel brennt.
Stell' die Welt auf den Kopf
auf Kollisionskurs
keiner hält mich auf.
Mach alles kaputt!
Lauf! Lauf! Lauf!
Es wird dunkel
ich lasse Asche regnen
Jedem Ende wohnt
ein Anfang inne

Hast mich geschaffen
hast mich zerstört
Gib mir zurück
was mir gehört!

Hast mich geschaffen
hast mich zerstört
Gib mir zurück
was mir gehört!

Mein schwarzes Herz
(mein schwarzes Herz)
dieser Abgrund in mir
Der schönste Schmerz
(der schönste Schmerz)
ist geboren in dir

Mein schwarzes Herz
schlägt jetzt schneller
das ist meine DNA
Ich atme Feuer
Shiva - Gott der Zerstörer der Welt
Die Kontur löst sich auf
Mein Ich zerfällt
Was ist es das mich
im innersten zusammenhält
Diese Kraft die mich lenkt
und quält
Dieser Schmerz der nicht spricht
weil mein Herz längst gebrochen ist

Mein schwarzes Herz
(mein schwarzes Herz)
dieser Abgrund in mir
Der schönste Schmerz
(der schönste Schmerz)
ist geboren in dir

Mein Herz - Tief schwarz
Las mich los!

Mein schwarzes Herz
(mein schwarzes Herz)
dieser Abgrund in mir
Der schönste Schmerz
(der schönste Schmerz)
ist geboren in dir

Hast mich geschaffen
hast mich zerstört
Gib mir zurück
was mir gehört!

 

[fox69]

"Memorial"

"Memorial"


This is a memorial – to honor the long gone
This is a burial – my heaven has gone wrong

Those times we had – so long ago.
Like yesterday – I miss ‘em so much – I can’t let go!!!
My heart is full of hate – its bleeding love
Father – I have to say goodbye to keep my self alive
I can still see you – you’re fading away – but…
I can still feel you – though you’re drifting away from me.
This is a memorial – to honor the long gone
This is a burial – my heaven has gone wrong
Are you still here – still in this place?
What’s left behind, where is god’s grace?
You broke my faith
My heart is full of hate – it’s bleeding love Father
I have to say goodbye to keep my self alive
I can still see you – you’re fading away – but
I can still feel you – though you’re drifting away from me.
My heart is aching – that’s all I know
Hope is fading – I’ll let you go…
This is a memorial – This is a burial

 

[fox69]

"Modern Warfare"

"Modern Warfare"


Welcome to war
Everybody knows you and everybody told you
That nobody needs you and nobody cares
Everybody
Is at war with their fingers on the board
What's real and in your head
You release your poison to the world
This is the modern plague
Welcome to war
You can't escape
If this is real, I'd rather go blind
Than have this world pulled over my eyes
Cause in the end, it's all in my mind
And you're the one who's left behind
Everybody knows you and everybody told you
That nobody needs you and nobody cares
Everybody
Is caught in a world of make believe
Get a life - this is not real
We allow ourselves to be deceived
A virus, no one could heal
Welcome to war
You can't escape
If this is real, I'd rather go blind
Than have this world pulled over my eyes
Cause in the end, it's all in my mind
And you're the one who's left behind
If this is real
If this is real
Welcome to war
You can't escape
If this is real, I'd rather go blind
Than have this world pulled over my eyes
Cause in the end, it's all in my mind
And you're the one who's left behind
FYI
I don't care if you fucking die
FYI
I don't care if you fucking die

 

[fox69]

"Moment Of Clarity"

"Moment Of Clarity"


I am willing to suffer, to bleed, to die for things I care about,
But it's like kissing the lips of my dead love, like touching her dead, cold, white skin.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.
I have never been here before, ground zero, the past is a gaping hole.
My only chance is to turn around and face it.
I choose to look back, to see myself, for her love, for her heart, for her trust, for her love I'm reborn.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.

 

[fox69]

"My Fiction Beauty"

"My Fiction Beauty"


Waiting to breath out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away, sweet shadows are calling me
My heart feels free to beat, it's all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could save me!
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart is scared to beat, it's all about my fiction beauty,
You are the one who could kill me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels to weak to beat, it's all about you my fiction beauty,
You are the one who killed me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Waiting to breathe out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away.

 

[fox69]

"My Girlfriend's Girlfriend"
(originally by Type O Negative)

"My Girlfriend's Girlfriend"
(originally by Type O Negative)



It's no secret we're close
As sweaty velcro
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together, now

In their '62 Vette
Sharing one cigarette
In a black light trance then
Go go dance, then

They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight
In our meat triangle
All tangled, wow

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl, too

Her and me and her and she and me
An uncrowded couple are we three
And we don't care what people say
When walking hand in hand down King's Highway
Two for one today

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl

 

[fox69]

"My Last Beauty"

"My Last Beauty"


A morning full of death.
Beauty trapped in miserable emptiness.
Offer me life. Offer me love.
Don't ask me where the sunshine's gone.
Offer me life. Offer me love. Offer me the moon.
All my fighting in this shadow land is in vain.
Searching the inner clarity - Reality of my existence.
Feeling empty. Endless the way.
Endless the search and the distortion of the present.
Shadow land a place of silence love?
Happiness? Emptiness! Loneliness! Alone is the death!
Night the beauty of silence a different consciousness to complete for reality.
Misunderstood feelings in the circle of life.
But the moon is still There!