Caliban

[fox69]

"I Am Rebellion"

"I Am Rebellion"


I am the dark of the night,
The light of the day and everything in between
I'm nothing - I'm different - Where do I belong?
Why do I hate myself so much - Why can't I be strong?
I'm a misfit - Won't fit this - and nobody cares
I'm a stranger to myself - I find it hard to hear
Would you realize when I disappear?
I'm invisible like Neptune's tears!!!

No storm will take our breath and blow us away
The earth will shake with every word that we say
When worlds collide - we will always stay!!!

There's a stranger inside of me,
So deep inside of me - he will no longer be
I was no one - an empty shell,
A seeker - searching for myself
There is a reason - I am the way I am
I am who I am - I am rebellion!
I'm too different to be a part of you,
But not in different to change the world!

No storm will take our breath and blow us away
The earth will shake with every word that we say
When worlds collide - we will always stay!!!

 

[fox69]

"I Believe..."

"I Believe..."


I believe in my dreams for that as long as I will breathe.
I will never sacrifice myself for you again....

I won't be chained to you, my heart needs something new.

I will give you....I believed in what I saw, in what I had done.
I'll keep my eyes wide open to satisfy myself more than once again.
I will give you nothing more!
Can't you see how I feel?

I won't be chained to you, my heart needs something new.

 

[fox69]

"I Rape Myself"

"I Rape Myself"


Now I'm standing here alone at the end of the road,
Screaming into the emptiness.
Why did we start this way together.
(Although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone,
(completely) broken and misused by love!?
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
Have you ever understood me,
Have you ever felt the same,
Have you ever looked in my eyes,
Burt my starving heart.
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
My heart was a present, but you didn't understand.
You weren't ready to go until the end together (beside me)
That is why I'm standing here all alone.
Screaming into the emptiness
I rape myself and I don't know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!

 

[fox69]

"I Refuse To Keep On Living"

"I Refuse To Keep On Living"


Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood
Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood
I'll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance)
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
(The dark. I enjoy the silence, no one there. I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.)
Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than before
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.

 

[fox69]

"I See The Falling Sky"
(feat. Anders Fridén of "In Flames")

"I See The Falling Sky"
(feat. Anders Fridén of "In Flames")



I would like to see
What becomes of me
A reason, a failure, displaced it be

I would like to know
When he will drown
Connected, convicted, technology

Green turns into grey
But way too slow
Progression, depression, we suffocate
The lyin' and all the cryin'
Decision, depression, communicate

[Chorus:]
The rest is not real, but that is a lie
Beneath me I see the falling sky

I shut my eyes to see better times
All for, trust more, but in vain
I saw the madness, our weakness
Destruction, corruption, no wonder I'm insane

[Chorus 2x]

When I look around
When I try to remember
When I look around to a better time

When I look around
When I try to remember
When I look around, I start to dream

Tell me what you think
Tell me, am I sick?
Desperation, termination, rebuilt
(Oh, the end is near)
Goodbye my dear
Defeated, deleted, it was a guilt

[Chorus 2x]

 

[fox69]

"I Will Never Let You Down"

"I Will Never Let You Down"


Wake up,
Stand up for everything you want
Let's go, let's live,
What are your dreams,
What do you wish?
It's up to you,
So open up your eyes
And see,
What could be
The world is there for us!
For us!

Forever
We Will Be Together
To love
For life,
Let all go,
Let me lead,
To be free!

Let me be
Your eyes forever mine
Let me be
Your guide through this life

What is real,
What is fake,
You'll never know for sure

All the pain,
All the lies,
I'll take them away from you,
It's up to you,
So open up your eyes
And see,
What could be
The world is there for us!
There for us!

Let me be
Your eyes forever mine
Let me be
Your guide through this life

I will never let you down!

Forever
We will be together
To love
For life,
Let all go,
Let me lead,
To be free!

 

[fox69]

"I'll Show No Fear"

"I'll Show No Fear"


I'm far away from home,
I see the deep blue sky being in a different time,

Nothing matters, no one cares
We have so many ways to go,
But I will always go my way

There will be fear and cries of pain
I'll show no tear and won't complain
Why can't you stay away from me,
I found a key to live my dream

Don't tell me who I am,
I live my life how I want to

You tell me to be someone else
To be what I don't want to be
Respect me, or leave me alone, I am what I am

Nothing matters, no on cares
And to be honest
I don't care

There will be fear and cries of pain
I'll show no tear and won't complain
Why can't you stay away from me,
I found a key to live my dream

Don't tell me who I am,
I live my life how I want to

 

[fox69]

"I've Sold Myself"

"I've Sold Myself"


Don't look at me like that,
I am your creation,
my actions will teach you,
none of your tears can change me again,
It's too late for this!
what do you see and feel when you abuse me?
Don't pretend like you feel any pain
forget about it, I have no conscience,
you took that from me
and now you complain about me being cruel,
But this is exactly what you want,
you want no heart,
but this is exactly what you want,
you want no contract,
You want to play and that is what you want me for,
that's why I'm your toy, my words mean nothing,
it's on the shadow of me that I'm giving to you
But this is exactly what you want,
you want no heart,
but this is exactly what you want,
you want no contract,
I've sold myself and given me away...
let me be myself again
I've sold myself and given me away...
I want to give up this game

 

[fox69]

"Ignorance"

"Ignorance"


Are you blind, or won't you see
You rape natural resources of energy
You ladle blindly out of the full
Until the last treasure is used by us
Ignorance creates the earth's end
Blind waste no one sees the sickness
We must break the silence
It's time for earth liberation

 

[fox69]

"In My Heart"

"In My Heart"


the heaviness of my heart seems a
burden to me - whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
ans so I have to join the wrong
unmindful of virtue I am eggier for
the pleasure of love more than for
salvation - I am seized by desire but I
have to keep the darkness night hidden
in the depth of my heart - it's the most
bitter fate - fate is against me
in love and virtue
I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal
there is nothing I need from anyone
expect love and respect and anyone
who can't give me those two things
has no place in my life be sure before
I'll finish - I intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in