Joe Budden

[fox69]

"Off 2 The Races"

"Off 2 The Races"


[Hook]
And we're off to the races, places
Ready, set the gate is down and now we're goin' in
To Las Vegas chaos, Casino Oasis, honey it is time to spin
Boy you're so crazy, baby, I love you forever not maybe
You are my one true love, you are my one true love

[Verse 1]
Let her know I’m here if she ever need me to be with her
As long as she know I can never be with her
She asks you why, I just need you to keep it G with her
Tell her I found the happiness that I could never see with her
3 years after that break up, should’ve had closure by now
We’d be best friends, you’d have let this end we’d be closer by now
What you want is upset, hostile, angry, evil, jealous, bitter shit
Fuck makin your bed and lying in it, you bought that house, live with it
I came to you for a second chance, you gave me your ass to kiss
Found another salad to toss, how the fuck is you mad at this?
Oh, I forgot, you not in love anymore
And I’d believe it, but see I’m not on drugs anymore
That’s based on action, words I stopped believing still I hear it though
Would you save them if you knew they became meaningless to me years ago?
But if happiness is the finish line, I beat you there
So karma must be real cause since we broke up he ain’t treat you fair

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Remember our break up? I rapped about it on Downfall
But you know I don’t stay down for long
Remember you met that other dude, he’s smarter and more mature
With more bread that you’d thought would be around for long
Remember you pulled the rug from under me, left me to be alone
I threatened suicide, bang, was crazy about you
But that stalker dude was still right to the point you waste that for this name
And when we speak now you still say I’m crazy without you, my
My, how the tables have turned
Or are they bending just a little, you resent it just a little
Cause dude that ruined your life made you doubt yours
It’s the reason that loneliness you gave me is now yours, check it
Your perspective I can’t even call it hatin
You mad at the situation, really it ain’t even Kaylin
We both sympathized, that pain is felt and shared
To watch a man that you helped better display it elsewhere
Watch a man you spent years with, grew with
Come across to someone that you want nothing to do with
To sleep in a bed with "what ifs?" instead of something special
How can you get over us? The public won’t even let you
I know to wake up with that fear is gross
Love me from far cause you scared to get close
But what are you fearing the most?
If happiness is the finish line I beat you there
I always thought that when you’d put the baggage down I’d meet you there

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Uh, let’s bring up the speed a lil bit
Now a nigga balling, you still tell me to grow some
Entertaining threesomes, you don’t think that it’s wholesome
Say that you can’t trust me, think I’m out here trashing you
Got a lot of answers to questions I don’t be asking you
I tried to be friends so I don’t see a problem passing through
You welcome a nigga to pain, it is me harassing you
You must be misconstruing my love and it’s gassing you
Causing you to wear our shit out, and think it's fashionable
I'm thinking you should put our history in back of you
That would call for you stepping outside of yourself and being rational
Come to friendship, you question me in that capacity
How would you ever know it’s not something you ever asked of me
And VH1 just gave us another episode
So maybe it’s smart that you can’t let this go
Cause love changes, a thug changes
And soul mates become strangers, word up

[Hook]

 

[fox69]

"Old School Mouse"

"Old School Mouse"



You now listenin to a different type of boss
Abstract, they cut him from a different type of clothe
Jers say that mouths want a different type of soft
Only started when I was lookin at different type of lofts
Told em, I'm a don, show me somethin with a pool next
I need four bathrooms, it ain't gotta be a duplex
White tee, boots yes, see 'em in a suit next
Or somethin European shirt lookin like a two X
Runnin for the ball like I'm Plaxico Burress
Or in Cancun breakin a back on a brunette
Gimmicks down pat like they rehearse that much
I don't response to a sublime, it ain't hurt that much
Yea I scream out Jers that much
Cause these other dudes fightin for New York like it's worth that much
And these sitcom niggaz caress and hold bitches
To them they 'golden girls', to me, they old bitches
Chicks lookin at G-Ucons lookin to cheat you
Owe a nigga money, you know he lookin to see you!
Niggaz lookin to beat you
Fiend treat the hood like its Saw part two, cause they just lookin for needles
I wake up grateful that I'm breathin first
Cause dudes'll kill you, they don't need a reason first!
These niggaz'll still hit em
They know the hood is too poor to hire CSI, and Gil Grissom
Nowadays, gotta keep a blue steel wit em
I know about snakes, cause I used to deal wit em
Used to give my heart, used to rob, steal, wit em
Let 'em meet mom, share my last meal wit em
To rap now, you ain't gotta have skill wit em
Just appeal...witta lil bit a' rhythm
A dude has that and ready to attack y'all
You gotta kiss ass or else you get blackballed
If you don't like niggaz, still give 'em dap y'all
I swear to God this hip hop shit is a trap y'all
I don't even remember how I used to act y'all
Something wrong wit the math, I know I can add y'all
I came out screamin Desert Storm everyday
And soon as I stop, he don't wanna play
Stacks sayin what you did for Clue, shit I just laced it
I didn't even know that dude was doin his tape, shiiiitt
He don't want the fame no more, its fuckin wit me
Don't hear Reasonable Doubt the same more
I can't listen to Blueprint (Naaw!)
Got a resentment toward Hov, tryin to hate on em, throwin in my two cent
They say don't bite the hand that feeds you
Even if I wanted to, I can't, no teeth to
Don't get me wrong, I still got love for Clue and Hov
But they both rich, so what that gotta do wit Joe?!
I gotta bring home food for Joe...Trey that is...
Like, fuck why I say that shit?!
See, girl why you take that shit, but it's just how I feel, so naw, don't erase
that shit
Child supports a bitch, but I take care of mine
But the Lord just say I ain't there for mine
And the judge I look at (what about?)
Don't wanna hear, nor do he understand that things got pushed back
I'm sittin here with all this anger, stop me
He's like what about this thing called a Gangsta Party?
Must think I live life like it's a Gangsta Party!
I'm 10 seconds away from a gangsta robbery, nigga!!
No four leaf clover, I can't luck up
Feel like removin the seeds and gettin fucked up
Feelin quick temper, somebody bound to get fucked up
I feel like everyone around me's a fuck up
Ratchet on me, I'm screamin out What What
Bout to live life like my last buck's up
I ain't got time to run around stuck up
Not when I just seen a group of niggaz gettin stuck up
So you damn right, I'm on my grind
Look like some shit is on my mind niggaz
Need to talk, but nobody to turn to
So I go to horoscopes in the Jersey Journal
It's always somethin bad, I don't know why I read it
Then I play it off, its fake, I don't believe it!
Smoking like two packs a day
Still got about five cartridges stashed away
And that's just were I'm at today
I'll be in a better place if I just pass away (Sike!)
Just hop in the casket and lay
That's old school mouse, move on, put the past away

 

[fox69]

"On My Grind"

"On My Grind"


[Opening: Joe Budden]
Uh...
Can't even really be rap.
You can't even really act like you gotta' get it in wit'out a... uh.
(Wait a minute!) Cocksuckers (oh ye'), pause.
(Mic check 1, 2, 1, 2 [x4]) It's ya man, Joey!
Reportin' live from the slums (wait a minute!)
Reportin' live from the belly of the beast (wait a minute!)
Reportin' live from a hood near you (it's... it's...)
Or maybe not so near you.

[Verse 1: Joe Budden]
L-Look, look...
First off, I'm not competin', I'm more like stampeding
I'm more like steamrollin' (or...)
More like puttin' my foot on the neck of the game until I see it chokin'
I hol' on for dear life, (I mean uh...) the flow is air tight an' the bars are bar none
Regarded as the one, fuck music, it's a art ta' son, let's rewind.
See, I was born in the projects, left for a new hood
Jetted ta' a new state, lookin' for a new pace.
Diamond in the rough, I stood out amongst the food cache
Swear a friend a mine headlined every news page (jhea').
Wit' dreams of bein' wealthy
You now checkin' out the new Jersey version of Peter Petrelli.
But wait! Wit' a lil' Travis Barker on the side
'Cause when it all falls down I normally survive.
I'm try'nna see a new tax bracket
So I'll never have ta' grab matics
I ain't concerned wit' no rap racket.
So y'all could take my name through the mud an' drag it
Spread it ta' the masses, (I'mma) I still play it passive.
I got no choice but' walk around wit' the lead on me
Life is way too short, too many dead homies.
(Or...) plus, wit' all the money I invest
Everyday a nigga die for less!
(So...) so, if a nigga wann' go ta' war, wave hi ta' Death
I mean He lives right next ta' me, so He ain't a threat ta' me

[Hook]
He's a beast, he's a monster, he is insane!
He's an animal, he cannot be tamed!
What rapper you know'll straight feast on a lame
An' rock on a track, beast on the game!

(Damn right I'm on my grind,
Look like some shit is on my mind. [x2])

Yeeeeeah!

[Verse 2: Joe Budden]
L-Look, look...
I'm still livin' life in the fast lane (oh!)
Still plottin' on my big money scheme like he Wesley an' Woody thinkin' how ta' rob a cash train.
Shittin' on ho's that'll act fain
'Till the whole World know his last (wait a minute!)
Still spit like it ain't no ta'morra'
It ain't over y'all, underrated so I overcharge.
Ol' Dodge, radio off, fuck a station
Get ta' know me through the music not a publication (naw).
It's no justification, (but a...) mean enough wit' the waitin'
(I mean I...) I lost all my just an' my patience.
That came wit'out the crown or the chair or the robe
Nigga, I don't care what'chu sow (wait a minute!)
They let the beast outta' the cage, look at the hunger
Got'chur self inta' some shit, look at the plunger.
I'm talkin' 'cause I'm livin' it, entrepreneur Steve Rifkind shit
Though a few haters wann' Kinder it.
I'm comin' wit' some different shit
An' these offices all about my paper, that's that ?? shit.
Rapper on 'roids, sick wit' the thoughts (but...)
But managed ta' keep my name out the mention report.
See I'mma inspiration for a whole generation
Even when I'm gone, but my message is indication.
Then you too can attain the unattainable
(But...) fuck try'nna explain the unexplainable!

[Hook]
He's a beast, he's a monster, he is insane!
He's an animal, he cannot be tamed!
What rapper you know'll straight feast on a lame
An' rock on a track, beast on the game!

(Damn right I'm on my grind,
Look like some shit is on my mind. [x2])

Yeeeeeah!

 

[fox69]

"One Night Fuck"
(feat. Emanny)

"One Night Fuck"
(feat. Emanny)



[Hook: Emanny]
She said she wanna go somewhere (and get familiar)
Joe no good (but I want'cha)
I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.
I said I want a one night (oh!), a one night (oh!), a one night fuck.
See I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.

[Verse 1: Joe Budden]
Look, look, look...
Ay' place I go I got ho's there.
How you gonn' go there -
Model face hopped on the scene stupid
Made for TV, should come wit' theme music.
She play the club on a regular basis (I mean...)
Had some work done in a few different places.
I knew it when I seen how small her waist is
Tasteless, but no matter what'chall taste is
Y'all would wanna taste it
Macy's make-up, shorty work the dayshift
Play like she evasive.
You know 'er type, always front like you can't get it
Even though I heard the stories how my man hit it.
My man did it in front of the cam wit' it
He said he jizzed on 'er, sent 'er 'bout 'er damn business.
I see 'er out an' I don't even say hi
You Barkley an' Wade 'er; put 'er in your fav. five.
But I'll be a liar ta' say that she ain't fine
So I answer when she call an' hit me wit' that same line.
C'mon.

[Hook: Emanny]
She said she wanna go somewhere (and get familiar)
Joe no good (but I want'cha)
I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.
I said I want a one night (oh!), a one night (oh!), a one night fuck.
See I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.

[Verse 2: Joe Budden]
Yo,
She keep the shades on, lookin' like she high or somethin'
Love the strip clubs, I think that she bi or somethin'.
Brandnamed out, closet full of lavish furs
'Cause dude's trick on 'er, she act like the cash is hers.
Not at all player, I'll still jump, not foreplay 'er (dawg...)
She'll fuck you if you could jump, you know, ballplayer.
Share taker lookin' for a caretaker (ta' what?)
Ta' lace 'er once a week, take care of that hair an' make-up.
Somethin' like a cash cow, drink 'till she pass out
I think I seen 'er online wit' 'er ass out.
Freak shit, but look better than broads
Give head better than broads
Pussy get wetter than broads.
So naw, can't come at baby on some cheap shit
Now ay'body beat it, she come off conceited.
Peep it, if she gonn' be the one you leave wit'...
Do it on the low an' keep that chy'alls lil' secret.

[Hook: Emanny]
She said she wanna go somewhere (and get familiar)
Joe no good (but I want'cha)
I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.
I said I want a one night (oh!), a one night (oh!), a one night fuck.
See I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.

[Verse 3: Joe Budden]
Naw'mean?
That be his favorite girl.
Look...
I mean, B Cup, C Cup, D Cup, curves
Groupie, chickenhead, jumpoff, birds.
Ay'body onta' me, so I already know when she come onta' me
She gonn' say she don't do this normally.
You got 'er at the Steakhouse doin' it formally (me?!)
I('ll) give her takeout, she'll take the place of a porn for me.
I see Diddy ho, try'nna be in videos
Real popular, she the one the whole city knows.
Say it to 'er face, she gets defensive, lawyer
Sendin' naked pics, exhibitionist, voyeur.
Know the routine, so she leave when we finished
Then I lie everytime like, "I'mma call you in a minute", fa'real.

[Bridge To Hook: Emanny]
It's obvious that the girl is poison
She already ran through all my boys an'...
I know that it would be best jus' ta' stay away
But she's tellin' me...
She said she wanna go somewhere (and get familiar)
Joe no good (but I want'cha)
I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.
I said I want a one night (oh!), a one night (oh!), a one night fuck.
See I know this girl ain't shit, but I'm still try'nna hit.

 

[fox69]

"Only Human"
(feat. Emanny)

"Only Human"
(feat. Emanny)



[Child's voice:]
Mic check, mic check
One two, one two
New Joe Budden!

Uhh
Please somebody help my soul [x4]
Talk to 'em (talk to 'em)

I let the Man have a talk with the beast in me
I'm holding onto my last bit of decency
I need a vacay, a change of scenery
But mama said wherever I'mma go, I'm taking me with me
I told her shit is on my mind and it's been eating me
She got me pissing in a cup, she don't believe in me
It's not the drugs that got me out of my zone
Going days without eating, in a crowd I feel alone, mama
Then she ask why it seems I never sleep at night
I told her when I close my eyes my brain just keeps the fight
She said my friends wanna have an intervention with me
I speak to niggas daily, that was never mentioned to me
She told me there's a higher power and a lower power
And that I'll die if I don't find the strength to overpower
Then I replied, "well aren't we all"?
She said "yeah, but that should be on God's terms, not yours"

[Hook - Emanny:]
My every thought is scary
And it makes it hard to breathe again
Like I'm blinded while I'm staring in the mirror
Asking God to help me see again, please help me
But He tells me I'm only human
And that I'll be back on my feet again, please help me
But they act like I'm more than human
I prove them wrong again
Don't fault me I'm only human

Tryin' to weather the storm
I thought that black cloud was gone
It's been beside me all along, not the song
I wanna sit in silence, don't speak for a minute
Tired of being strong, please let me be weak for a minute
Kinda thought that my disease tried to kill your man first
It was easy to get my hands on 30 milligram Percs, worse
Can't be depression, couldn't have it this long
So many secrets I only told through a glass of Patron, my nigga
Speaking of secrets, that's when I got the Kaylin text
Read it and cried, couldn't believe what she was saying next
She said "you're going through a lot
I'm hoping you ain't in the grave and dead
Cause not too many people know your brain's a mess"
Who knew that she was keeping track of it all?
I wrote back "lol" but wasn't laughing at all
I ain't tell her just the other day that that gun was in my lap
Pen and pad in my hand, and I was writing a note
Didn't get far, as soon as I wrote down "mom" I just stopped
Couldn't lie to her, couldn't figure out how to say bye to her
Couldn't explain the "why" to her
Couldn't picture her getting a call or somebody saying her son had died to her
And shortly after that my pastor called
Which at first I kinda thought it was weird
But that convo preserved me, 'bout God's grace and mercy
He ain't even say goodbye, he said "let us pray"
And then he went into a prayer, gripped the phone, closed my eyes
Just so happy he appeared nigga shed another tear
Maybe he could sense that something had the god devoured
Just thankful he shed some light upon my darkest hour
All my thoughts are corrupt, this shit is whack
If everybody calls you a duck, will you just quack?
Guess a part of me really gives a fuck, way in the back
Cause when I had that burner ready to bust, I didn't clap
Joe

[Hook]

Guess I'm insanity's definition
Trying to step over in sanity's repetition
But I can't it got me tripping
Whatever love we had was dead that night
Looking back, we both needed cooler heads that night
Was going off no sleep, eyes red that night
While you was drunk texting me, I hope I read that right
You was beefing bout Giselle, beefing bout Alexa
Suddenly you was jealous, must've thought that I had sexed her
I was laughing, thought it was funny
Giselle's the homie, Alexa's twenty
With hip withdrawals
Nothing bout your story shoulda been sticking at all
I wouldn't dick her at all
I'm guessing, maybe you were insecure and never knew me
Was there for four months, yet you said this was a new me
In your head, guess the answer to this jealousy
Was to turn around and try to make me jealous, B
But the part that you neglect
Was never mind jealousy, this was 'bout respect
Y'all Instagramming pictures, trying to get me upset
You turned that into a night we both would never forget
We both said some things we both probably regret
You was lying to my face and them dots didn't connect, but cool
Only picked you up to try and talk sense into you
Now I'm fucking homeboy up, just off the principle
I guess he caught him self antagonizing me
But he's a young nigga, that's no surprising me
Shit I done fucked some of the baddest hoes
I left shorty weeks ago, you can have this ho
I guess the part where I lose
Is now they got my face plastered all over the news, I'm being falsely accused
And I don't understand, was this all part of a plan?
I guess I'll tell the whole truth when on the stand
How you go and tell the cops I had guns in my house?
Now they got a search warrant, just to come to my house
Question: were your feelings worth taking my tomorrow's, kid?
And you know Jersey gun laws, I'm talking hollow tips
So you can tell them niggas you roll with whatever you want
But you and I know what's going on
Nigga that whole night just replays in my mind
Your face is fine, this is a big waste of time
Let's get back to that jealousy
Now you got a nigga facing three felonies
All for what, cause we were no longer dealing
You attack me, but I'm the villain, over a fucking iPhone and feelings
Check, you never see me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst
Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts, but wait
So now the whole world is watching me get burned here
Which is fine, there's a lesson to be learned here
Which is only fuck with strippers and the bartenders
Anytime there's a pole in the bar centered
So even though it's from afar now
I still wish you the best, I know your heart's tender
I'm sorry all, I just got my own scars to tend to
Signing off, truly yours, with love, God's sinner

[Hook x2]

 

[fox69]

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 1"

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 1"



My path for tomorrow is relaxing at full throttle
Born to be a leader but a tough act to follow
Bet on me at all costs in spite of my cash
If I can't afford the Whardarf
I can't afford to fall off
Stories over greatness
No stopping my zone
I'm bumping Roman's Revenge but I'm plotting my own
Like a prophecy in case niggas haven't learned not to bother me
'fore you send your shots, check my returns policy
Could do without the leeches
Choose without the creases
Miami heat hater but I do the South Beaches
For any drama I be calling up monsters
I ain't Gilbert I never met a wall I can't conquer
Ruger aimed if I'm who you try an' belittle
I learnd it's hard to get justice when you try and be civil
Whatever the future holds I can live with the day
Some niggas will sell there soul but some will give it away
And as the devil in disguise they window of opportunity is minimised
Simplified, check what I exemplify
Bitch nigga, here's something for you to generalise
Estate out by Tenafly
Pool houses, winter rides
Play in that water, you bound to get your feet wet
Only rapper with nothing to hide, me and G-Dep
My shorty might disagree with that sentiment
If I keep something from you, I promise it's all innocent
Bitches gon get you with that fake out beat
Won't let the media takeout me
A made nigga gotta know I'm dealing with me
Gotta put up with a lot of hate before you say you love me
How much of it can you tolerate
You can't talk about marriage and giving birth
If you hit the dirt anytime you think I lift a skirt
It grows tiresome everytime you get berserk
Plus if you abandom home over what was just a flirt
Without a care, I just chuck Deuces
My skin will turn numb and you'll be stuck with what your truth is
Then you'll feel a way thinking I should have resisted
Then you'll start to see a side of me
You never knew existed
Cause you've never seen me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst
Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts
But wait
It's to the point I gotta ask myself
Why the fuck is it so easy to detach myself
Maybe it ain't you
Just something I lack myself
But if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself
Now listen I could give a fuck bout how them other niggas treated you
If your ass was that perfect they would be with you
I don't care if you dimed out
You'll say your the best I'll ever have and I'll say I'm willing to find out
Wait I'm thinking bout our bond and what happened to it
If you ain't lifting the burden, you probably adding to it
Just say my logic is wild and just sick to her
Just say I'm all for self and don't consider her
She feel like she don't have a voice in this relationship
I'm thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it
Vertain shit I wouldn't stand for
I'm giving them my all but she demands more
I wish she would understand more
Certain shit you couldn't plan for
I'm guessing I love you and your worth it
I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this
But you just think that I'm full of it
We both come from backgrounds of bullshit
I'm fortunate that aint what you see in me...

 

[fox69]

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 2"

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 2"


[Overlapped from Part 1:]
She feel like she don’t have a voice in this relationship
I’m thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it
Certain shit I wouldn’t stand for
I’m giving her my all but she demands more
I wish she would understand more
Certain shit you couldn’t plan for
I’m guessing I love you and your worth it
I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this
but you just think that I’m full of it
We both come from backgrounds of bullshit
I’m fortunate that that aint what you see in me

I’ll stop lying to you once you start believing me
But I’m always who you wanna bring the questions to
It’s less about me hiding shit and more about me rejecting you
It’s totally different the way our minds are made up
To me flirtings natural, to her it’s cause for break up
To me it’s human nature she disagree with the logic
confusing being monogamous with being robotic
I talk to other girls I interact with em
You shouldn’t take that as tryna get in the sack with them
Just know how I act with you is how I act alone
I signed up for a girl not a chaperone
Besides that plan’ll backfire and now it’s onto her
She don’t take my word and now I feel I’m being monitored
And I wont you to be the one that I endured the longest
Accept me at my weakest, support me at my strongest
Bring something to the table though, earn ya keep
Then I’ll triple it and all I ask in return is peace
Aint with the arguing shit all the time
You see I’m honest to a fault but is it yours or mine
I put you through some things where you could have bolted
You want honesty or rather shit be sugar coated
I’ll put you on a list of people screaming fuck me too
Do you want a pretty lie or the ugly truth?
Truth is you got some things that you gotta learn too
When everything that concerns me don’t concern you
Truth is you gotta a couple tainted views
And you bring up my ex as if I couldn’t do the same with you
Truth is you want me to do the kept it real
Truth is you’re too emotional and need a better filter
No third party will ruin our plan
I’d had for you to be the girl who’s too consumed with her man
So I want you to have your own plans
You to have you own ends
You to have your own life
You to have your own friends and I’ll be right beside you
I can tell that you cried
Cause you don’t bring up problems that you got with me till I do
You say that I’m out a lot and that I aint here enough
You take care of me and I’ll take care of us

I’d love to put a child in you and live lavish
But my baby momma scared me, let me tell you bout my baggage
We could have a son and break up and be done
And now I’ll never see him again
As you take him and run
You gon’ tell him that he’s fatherless
Tell him that I’m cowardly
You’ll have some resentment so you’ll start acting childishly
You’ll rake me in court cause of course you’ll have it out for me
To you it may sound obsurd but for me it’s a reality
Still at times it seems like you’re not proud of me
Though I’m showing you the best man I know how to be
But you keep saying show me more
You’d appreciate me better had you known me before
You’ve never been cheated on
had another chick in your house in your bed
You, you aint seen the worst time
Hit you with that old move
Take you to a flick that I’ve already seen with another broad
but pretend like it’s my first time
And, ya don’t know how that sound
On the phone with you, while she quiet in the background
Bunch of shit that I aint in a hurry to do
So before I beef, know that he got buried for you
I dont tell you that for points, nah, you can keep the brownies
I tell you so that you know I was mature when you found me
Tell you so you know that little boy shit that I get annoyed with
You should keep it coy with
Cause all that is, is stress for me
I’m not ya ex baby girl
you not a catch for me
I mean respectfully, certain shit I’m not....

 

[fox69]

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 3 (Closure)"

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 3 (Closure)"



I finally found a passion I lacked before
I cant believe I didn’t catch you under the act before
I mean I voiced my complaints. That went ignored
A few things you felt that you was too attractive for
Cuz everythin out your mouth said that you aint wanna hurt
Lead a lifestyle we lived..but you aint wanna work
So I’d sit you down and say its gettin outta hand
While you shoot down every idea, busy worried about a brand
When ya baby dad said all that shit that was trife
How you was married, requestin dick pics from Lyfe
Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy
I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby
Accusin’ me, but pretendin’ yourself
I couldn’t catch it, too busy defendin’ myself
Or was I wrong not seein’ a life without you
Or takin’ everythin’ that you said to face value
When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad
Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad
If I could do it all again, it wouldn’t of happened so fast
And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad
Cuz at first you resembled my twin
Fast forward, you gave me identical twins
But then you lost it, honestly that merked my soul
Cuz tho we weren’t tryna have one, we got off the birth control
And we was right back at it, fuckin like addicts
While you was disruptin’ what was seemin like a marriage
You never got embarrassed, interrogatin’ me but that was just Yaris
Yeah we beefin’ I dragged you off the bed
I swear to this day I re-enacted in my head
So I held you up, wasn’t what I aimed to do
I aint attack you, Bitch I was restrainin’ you!
But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a game
Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came
Handcuffed me..you pressed charges
But I made bail its just heartless
You cant smash my laptop on the wall
And then think I wasn’t gonna react, scratch that
Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whaddup
When I’m her son and you just locked me up
But wait..this is where it really gets deep
Judge said she gets control of the house for a week
Filed a restrainin order so she couldn’t come near me
The fuck else I do but go right back to Tahiry
I’m sleepin on her couch, not discussin shit
Starign at the fattest ass not fuckin it
I guess despite everythin that she showed me
It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me
I missed all the arguing and yappin’
Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin
Cant believe that it happened
I lost my unborn daughter when we fought
I’m thinkin I killed Aspen!
And that’s when I thought that we’d be dead awhile
But we decided to reconcile
Im so hungover from love and what not
How could you not expect us to take another shot
But durin’ all this time we dont live together
Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit together
You know..get a job or if acting’s your career
Seems you’ve persued the shit for a year from right here
And it appears, along with all the yellin’ and the screamin’
We both at the table, but my side is leaning
But rather than end it, we tried to mend it
Fuck bein a couple, lets work on friendship
But then it got weird, I was stunned from that
You took it to a place where there was no coming back
Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that
2 weeks removed and you fuckin with a running back
Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel
Lies are a handful
bouncin’ offa different guys lookin scrambled
Despised how it was handled
But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to gamble
Said you’d be in L.A doing business
I’m thinkin that’s great, I cant fault her
Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time
But you probably didn’t think that I would call her
She said she ain’t seen you since you landed
And for days she been blowin up your phone like a stalker
And all I could do is laugh at myself
As I thought, why is ol’girl suckin up Derrick Ward for?
Said we was makin it right, but you couldn’t!
On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldn’t!
The puzzle starts comin together and its brutal
Won’t skype, gmail chat, wont oovoo
The whole time I’m noticing you acting unusual
And I cant figure out who the fuck your being true to
Said the Wifi was down in the tele
But you aint say that you was at hotel his house!
Lookin like a groupie
Or maybe I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was makin a movie
Lookin at the shit pile I stepped in again
And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant again? Not again!
I been through the world so I suck it up
Its less about the lie more about the cover up’s
So you busted, but your adding to the friction
Cuz you deny it all but you do it with conviction
So you talkin to me real disparaging, so what attitude
Coming off arrogant
If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be
But all it looks like is that you rentin out pussy
Less about you, nah you aint the one
You grown, you got choices, I’m worried about your son
That’s what got me up being an insomniac
Lil nigga cant control how his mommy act
As for me, I’m tryna flush you out my system
So I counter by filmin all my sexual encounters
Mentally not there while I’m screwin
And I only keep going cuz thats what your doing
I’m tryna see, hows it done, hows it possible
Enough 2 put a weak nigga in the hospital
Starin at one ex, talkin about another
But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt suffer
But she takin lil shots, Im getting ridiculed
Cuz all she complained about, I went and did with you
Said she knew it wouldn’t last when I lived with you
She’s not ya type, she aint got the right hips for you
So you try and take somethin for pain, it dont work
You still feelin all the novocaine dont work
Nope so we good, I dont let it get me down
Not a pussy that good, not a titty that round
For anything to work, yall trust is a must
And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a Mutt
So I dead that bitch and tho the shit’s been over
Some situations dont end without Closure

 

[fox69]

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 4 (Running Away)"

"Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 4 (Running Away)"


Tell me how long are we supposed to act like this?
We won't never get on track like this
How can I ever tell you how I feel if you react like this?
You call me over here to talk, not get attacked like this
It's funny, got your track shoes on but what you runnin from?
Shit I know where you goin and where you comin from
That's immaturity showin, it's just the baby in you
One of the reasons why I never put a baby in you
Tired of hearin how you'll never trust me again
How you love me, then you hate me, then you love me again
One minute I'm your soulmate, then it's "fuck me" again
Until you get horny enough and wan' fuck me again
But check it, I just wan' treat you good and do better
You think I'm runnin 'round tryin to be the hood's Hugh Hefner
Say I'm all about hoes when I'm all about you
Even when I'm with my hoes, I tell 'em all about you
Say that's just one reason I keep losin you
I don't understand it, that shit is confusin too
You left me, I'm doin me, you doin you
So what the FUCK does me doin me have to do with you?
How dare you tell me it's tougher for you?
Like I don't hear about them niggaz you fuckin with too
I'd have never knew you thought like that
Damn it, who knew that you was into sports like that?
More prayers cause they all players, you out there havin a ball, playa
Ball player after ball player
I mean you with the ball players more than ball players
Hope they ain't fuckin you and makin you they ball-player
Come to me, I just get a hard time while they give one to you
Is this what you wan' do?
With me you get an attitude, you get all stuck up
Start callin me a fuck up 'til I tell you shut the fuck up
Yeah, but the part I don't respect is
you so cool with e'ry other one of your exes
It's history between us, all ain't right either
Back and forth domestic, all ain't flights either
Be wantin you close to me, supposedly you say you over me
That just come across as a joke to me
Cause you ain't got the kind of love that expires
Worst case you'll get tired, tell your friends I'm a liar
Tried therapy when we felt it goin sour
That's 400 dollars every hour
For him to come and mediate, referee, be our interpreter
Tell me I need to lower my voice, don't curse at her
Says she only frustrated cause I keep hurtin her
Tell me despite all that he can tell that I worship her
Soon as you let your guard down I get it up again
Fixin it is too much work, so I give up again
But I wan' spend the rest of my LIFE wit'chu
Make a WIFE with you, make it all RIGHT wit'chu
But how you ever supposed to think that I'm RIGHT for you
when all I ever do is treat you like a recyclable?
Disgraceful, and you want me to chase you
But it's easier for me to replace you
Cause I see it like, if you can't deal with what we go through
I got bitches lined up, I got an ego too
And to them I'm everything, funny, I'm great and I'm charmin
But to you I'm alarmin, all I do is bring harm in
To you I'm the cause of all your misery
Of course I disagree, you goin off our history
All that arguin just ain't my style
Cause that anger now got us like strangers now
You tell me I should get help and I'm sick in the head
You found make up on the sheets, I had a bitch in our bed
But wait, I ain't love her though, I ain't fuck her though
I could dead that bitch right now, man fuck that hoe
You just think I'll get another and another hoe
Way you talk to me it's like I got a whole club of hoes
But I could switch gears, make 'em all disappear
You goin through my phone like I got a bitch in there
We discussin chicks after they through
They don't matter to me, but for some reason they matter to you
Huh, we keep havin the same threesome
But not the kind that come as a blessing – nah
You keep bringin up my last girl like she ain't my past girl
Like you ain't the reason she present - check it
You ain't gotta worry about me and her
If I wanted to be with her, I would be with her
Yeah we hung together, strip clubs had fun together
But that's done, don't sweat her
Uh, you the only one I wan' do a bid with
Live with, share my last name, have kids with
Can't be understated anytime we ever dated
You compare me in your head to some nigga you created
I'm a long way from perfect, I got shit with me
Still I want you to love me unconditionally
Nine years in, I don't deserve what you givin me
Like you get a victory by actin like a dick to me
Want me to see how it feels, I get the trickery
Lesson learned though, you my missin piece
Give another chance to your ex
You don't pick up the phone, you don't answer my texts
Bitch! We ain't give it all that we got
Still ain't empty the clip, let's give it one more shot
Or, we can go ahead on our own
I need you, I can't do this alone, no

But you keep runnin away! [x3]
But you keep runnin awayyyyyyyy!
But you keep runnin away...
But you keep runnin awayyyyyyyy!
But you keep runnin away! [echoes]

 

[fox69]

"Our First Again (Intro)"

"Our First Again (Intro)"



Our first again
Our first again
Our first again

Yea

Our first again
Our first again

Our first again
(Our first again)
Our first again
Our first again
(Our first again)

Our first again
Our first again
Our first again

Our first again
Our first again
Our first again

Grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference
Give me the strength to be myself
And with that, we'll be on top of the world