Esham

[fox69]

"Don't Blame Me"

"Don't Blame Me"


Here I come, better run I gotta sawed off shotgun
Pump that buck and you might catch a hot one
Call me a head hunter, head's I've chopped off
Cemetary's full from the bodies I dropped off
Mothafuckaz hate me, 'cause I'm singing Blasphemy
Die and go to hell and when you get there ask for me
Come along for the ride, drive you to suicide
I'm the Unholy Esham, that's right
Get me a razor blade and I might jack a spade
Or jack jack my dick to a poor porno flick
Nasty motherfucker with the wicked mentallity
Thirteen ways is a small technicallity
'cause I got one, blow your fuckin head out
Pull your fuckin eyes out, just to get the red out
If you be a nigga or a white boy honkey
I get funky, hip hop junkie
Serial killa, frosted flakes
Fucked up in the head waking up with the shakes
Those are the breaks, fuckin up the fakes
Some shit I make you cant take
But dont blame me.

[CHORUS]
Dont blame me
Dont blame me
Dont blame me
Dont blame me, the devil made me do it.

Better reach your children, 'cause I might burn em'
Teach em' and learn em' a motherfuckin lesson
Get my Smith & Wesson and blow your baby's head off
From watchin bullshit, turn the T.V. set off
Psycho, and I might go like Michael
Say some shit that you might not like so
Who's that god that you praise the lord to
Buyin that ticket to the heavens, cant afford to
Esham's back with the New Jack Swing
I dont pray or none or those things
Now we got niggaz that's rappin bout god ya'll
Praise the lord to me the black oddball
I aint no joke and my words aint fiction
If you think so you can suck my dick then
I dont like preachers, or prayers, but playaz
Esham the Unholy wicked rhyme sayer
Swing with the Slayer, sing if you dare
But just like before I dont care
And dont blame me.

[CHORUS]
Dont blame me (we are searchers of the truth)
Dont blame me (we are searchers of the truth)
Dont blame me (we are searchers of the truth)
Dont blame me, the devil made me do it.

Sick in the head, knotty like a dread
Pump that lead 'cause I'd rather be dead
Gimme what you got if you hip you get with me
I think my wrist is talking to you tellin you to slit me
Suicidalist and I'm unorthadox
Down with the black sox, whiskey on the rocks
You might catch me in a jail cell with a wig
I slaughtered me a pig, but you cant dig
The voices in my head, tellin me to waste ya
Pig that Bacon ham sandwich I can taste ya
Everybody lookin for a bible to touch
We shall overcome is a bit too much
But you cant touch this
Religion is some hokus-pokus
Betcha seein god when you focus
But when the day comes and you gotta run for shelter
Now you screamin Hellterskellter
Damn, you gotta turn off the T.V.
Or dont blame me.

[CHORUS]
Dont blame me (dont start no shit now)
Dont blame me (dont start no shit now)
Dont blame me (dont start no shit now)
Dont balme me, the devil made me do it.

 

[fox69]

"Dream Girl"

"Dream Girl"



Well I met this girl
I was dazey crazy for the ho
The bitch took my feelin's and phazed me, I know
I shoulda watch my back but I did'nt so
My hate for the ho begins to grow
I met her a month ago
It was'nt bout money though
As far as I could see her personality was cool
So I talked and talked, my intention's was to bone her
But I found myself likeing her and bein all up on her
She teased with the pussy had my mind in the Twilight Zone
It was like dial-a-porn whenever we talked on the phone
I'm asking her "Wassup, when you gone let me hit it?"
She said "Right now, I'm hot and horny, hurry come and get it."
I reached her house in a minute, I was all up in it
First time ever fucked her, damn it was splended
The bitch had my mind goin' loopty loop
I was pussy whipped up like grandmas soup
Had me in a state of shock while she was ridin my jock
Sweat dripped off my balls 'cause the walls was hot
She was sucking me and fucking me like the freak on the flick
Then I sucked on her titties while she rode my dick
She said "Please be gentle, hold me dont let go"
And all I was thinking was "oh..oh"
Bare with me brotha, I dont know what I was thinkin of
I'm thinkin how could makin fuck turn outta makin love
Slowly as I fucked her, she called me Harry
She called Charles, Earl, James, and Larry
I took three more strokes and then bust a nut
Come to find out my dream girl was just a slut
The freak of the week, I didn't stop to think
How many's made you scream girl, nasty dream girl

Dream girl, dream girl, fuckin nasty, dream girl
Dream girl, dream girl, suckin dick, dream girl
Dream girl, dream girl, ho'y ass dream girl
You's just a bitch, dream girl
Dream girl, dream girl, fuckin nasty, dream girl
Dream girl, dream girl, suckin dick, dream girl
Dream girl, dream girl, ho'y ass dream girl
You's just a bitch, girl, I hate you, BITCH

 

[fox69]

"Drive U2 Suicide"

"Drive U2 Suicide"


"We probably gonna get killed by tryin' to be like somebody else"

[Repeat]
Yes yes y'all (y'all)
And you don't stop (stop)

Once I start up my mind, get in let's take a spin
Lemme drive you to suicide I'm gone with the wind
I'm out my mind, and in my mind I travel through space and time
If you find me you see me, you can't 'cause you blind
I decieve like Adam and Eve, you can't believe
That I made the rhythm breathe, your eardrums bleed
In time, you will find I'm out my mind
But you don't know 'cause if you knew me
You would know for sure, so let me drive you to suicide

[CHORUS 4x]
Keep it on, keep it on and shockin' the place
Keep it on, keep it on and shockin' the place
Let me drive you to suicide

Once I decide that I don't wanna live no more
Well I guess I gotta do what the devil told me to
Voodoo, it's kinda wicked, really wonder how I'm goin' under
Can you feel the pain when it rain and it start to thunder
I don't really know where I gotta go
Heaven or hell either or it don't matter once your brain's scattered
Once ya cock the hammer come along for the ride
I'll see you on the other side and let me drive you to suicide

[CHORUS]

Pop goes the weasel, shot gun blasted
Hole in my head, funeral, closed casket
Dead body layin' on the bathroom floor
So I don't gotta worry 'bout the pain no more

 

[fox69]

"Dumb Bitch"

"Dumb Bitch"


[esham]
Bitch, ho, stink booty freak
You bound to get busy, all you need is every week
Hotel, motel, go and get the loot 'cause I know you so well
Bitch young nasty, nasty young bitch
Twitchin ass still tryin to switch
A bucket full of nut, thinkin put some on the butt
But you don't give a fuck, 'cause you know you is a slut
To the yellow freak, freaky deak, fuckin niggas every week
Bound to get a pink of loose, bitch
Let me a pink gin and crack corn, and I don't care
Jimmy got shawn, and that ain't fair
You wanna get my dough, be a ho
And then you gotta fuck the crew
(no, no) bitch, decide and play
And if you wanna be grown, i'mma fuck you underage
Say you under weight, nothin to say
But damn, he ain't shit
It's all about bitches, hoes, case closed
You wanna get busy, take off your clothes
And i'mma show you how I operate
The devil's in your suit, so you best to bait
I got a finger in your pussy and my dick in your mouth
Ticklin ya tassels, turnin ya out
You say you don't dick, bitch that's bull
You'se lickin on my balls, tryin to talk wit ya mouth full
Now you wanna front wit ya smelly cunt
But when I come over ya house, you know what I want
Don't give me no lip, 'cause i'mma done on your tits
And when I leave your house, you say it ain't shit

 

[fox69]

"Dyin To Be Down"

"Dyin To Be Down"


Way back in the day,in 1987
People used to say I wouldn't make it to heaven
1987 was the year of the trick
Muthafuckas talkin shit cause they was illegit
I used to hang out at the park and kick it with the fellas
Behind my back they talkin shit just because their jealous
Niggas used to diss me sayin I was a sucka
But that girl you all in love with....I fucked her
Nigga be dissin me but he can't see
He takin care of a bitch who baby look like me
But I can't tell him nothin,he'll think that I'm jealous
I got more bitches holdin on my dick than Perry Ellis
Nigga didn't know what I was all about
I got cold dissed when I was down and out
Before you called me a sucka and now you wanna be down
When I was broke you wasn't comin around
Now people give me my props all over town
But niggas like you still dyin to be down

[chorus]

Dyin to be down means simply this
You don't jock a nigga that you already dissed
And when you start jockin him then he's knowin
You're nothin but a sucka punk ass hoe and
A pussy ass nigga jumpin on the bandwagon
You'll get kicked in your ass like the last dragon
D-y-i-n-g to be d-o-w-n my friend
No way that we could ever be cool
I'm takin all punk ass niggas to school
But, school is out and there's no doubt in my mind
You wouldn't set me up or drop a dime
Once a punk ass nigga always one
And you been a punk ass nigga in more ways than one
Except you keep comin around 'cause niggas like you ain't down
You're dyin to be down

[chorus]

How can I be down is all I hear
But fuck Esham was the slogan last year
Now you got a new one,thinkin you gon' do one
Go put a dick in your booty and screw one
Cause you can't screw me
I don't care if you boo me
But in my face I won't allow you to do me
To be down or not to be down is the question
You'll never be down so don't come around
Dreamin to be down
Schemin to be down
Like Captain Kirk I'll be beamin your black ass down
Ain't no ifs,ands or buts or maybes
You're like a dog with rabies who tried to play me
But you can't fade me so how that sound
You're just another punk nigga...dyin to be down

 

[fox69]

"E-Mail"

"E-Mail"


[CHORUS]
[Lady signing]
Au Revoir!,[man sing] Why is it so hard to say good bye
[Lady] Bye, Bye

[ESHAM]
Why oh why is it so hard to say goodbye my lord
Oh tell me is it a stairway to heaven I can't afford?
Racin' in this race you might have a crash collision
While your babies find their way to make their own decisions
Ain't nobody tell me nothin' 'bout hustlin' strugglin' and gamblin'
And runnin' through the maze in Detroit while they're scribble scramblin'

[chours x1.2]

[T.N.T???]
Now one, you thought I was gone
Thought I was lost in the storm
But uh, I can never seem let go of this game
Gotta keep rollin' on
Gotta keep holdin' on, to my handles
Stay strong, through the scandles
You can neva do, what you plan to do, when niggas try to undahand you
Why oh why is it so hard to say peace, to my pain
I got the soul of the beast, in my veins
I guess I'll never change
All these games people play, I pay no mind
No evidence, no crime
Can't let go, of this wicked rhyme

[Chorus]
[T.N.T.???]
Why oh why is it hard to say goodbye?
Who do doves cry?
Why must I stay high?
In my world, niggas get wet, like jerry curls
Mothers cry
Funeral processions ride by
Formaldehyde keeps my mind, in the sky
I believe, I believe I can fly,
But uh, why is it so hard to say goodbye?
Goodbye

[song fades]

 

[fox69]

"Envy The Sunshine"
(feat. Brittany Hurd, Santos)

"Envy The Sunshine"
(feat. Brittany Hurd, Santos)



[Esham's Daughter Talking]
I really envy the sunshine, baby
I really envy the sunshine, baby
Da-da, sing that song

I would like to alway light your world
If you promise to be forever my baby girl
And I'll take you flyin' high with me
Or we can jus' sit like birds on a branch in a tree
And be free
We fly so high in the clouds
Nobody else is allowed
Up, up, and away we go now
Tell me if I should slow down
Slow down, slow down, slow down
So you can smell the roses
I think I smell the roses
But then again, it could be heavenly blues
Gone off the Morning Glory seeds is true
I water these seeds for you
From the sea shores on earth to the moon
With sunlight they blossom and bloom
With sunlight they blossom and bloom

[Chorus]
[Brittany Hurd/Santos]
I really, really envy the sunshine, baby
I really, really envy the sunshine [x2]

I would like to brighten up your day
If you promise to be forever my lady
And I'll take you ridin' up the block wit' me
Keep everything you need inside ya, neena
When we ridin' everything seems so sweet
I hold you close when it's time
Your favorite shape is a .9
My girl is one of a kind
She could be blowin' my mind
My mind, my mind, my mind
I gave up Guns and Roses
I take a picture when she poses
But then again she could be murderin' you
Redrum, redrum, wanna come get somethin
You's a fool, better keep ya cool
'Cuz we all playin' by the street rules
In the sunlight is where we learn how to peep fools
Plus put 'em to sleep wit' tools
Better keep ya cool
'Cuz we all playin' by the street rules
In the sunlight is where we learn how to peep fools
Plus put 'em to sleep wit' tools
Better keep ya cool
'Cuz we all playin' by the street rules
In the sunlight is where we learn to how peep fools
Plus put 'em to sleep wit' tools

[Chorus]

 

[fox69]

"Erotic Poetry"

"Erotic Poetry"



Yo, check this out...

Now some people say that I'm too nasty,
The ones that don't know, I say, yeah, when you ask me.
The Freakiest brotha on the planet,
Sometimes, I don't even understand it, goddamn it.
Young ladies, young bitches, young hoes,
Smack on your hoe, it's how it goes, so here goes, nothing,
All you hoes know what time it is,
You know my dick, so you know what kind of rhyme it is.
I get ill on the mic, but still,
I don't like pigs, but I like the reel feel.
I'm not Luther Vandross or Freddie Jackson,
Some freaks be askin', why I be taxin',
I dunno, that's the type of brotha I am,
If your father don't think I'ma fuck you, tell yo momma I am.
I'm the freaky dick brotha on the give it up to,
For those who Know of me, this is erotic poetry.

Now I'm the K-I-S-S-I-N-G-B-A-N-D-I-T,
E-S-H-A-M, is on the,M-I-C,
Now I make the kinda poetry, that make you wanna get with me,
All the hoes say,"Please won't you hit me?"
I'm not Casanova, Esham's in the joint,
I make the fuck songs that get straight to the point.
I don't make love songs, cuz I don't do that,
And if I bust a wack rap like that, you'll say,"Who's that?"
A bunch of hoes didn't get it,
I let the rhythm hit 'em, and they loved the way I did 'em.
I get freak bones, bust nuts on G-bones,
Hoes give the jaw bone, when we all alone.
So I don't understand, when you say I'ma nasty man,
You should be sayin' nasty hoe, cuz I like to do it slow.
So I like to hit ya like a man would,
I like to fuck, I like to fuck it, like a man should, yo,
This goes out to the hoes who know of me,
Trashy, but still classy, erotic poetry.

Now when I say, bitch or hoe, I mean no disrespect,
But the name Esham you'll never forget.
So all you hoes gather 'round, while I break it down,
Esham's in the house, and I'm the talk of the town.
Now some hoes think, I exaggerate with the ink,
But when you stop and think, how do I know your pussy's pink?
I've got a dirty mind, and I love hoes,
But my ideal of love is different from yours, and my love goes,
Wham, bam, thank you maam,
When you wake up I'm gone and all you can say is, damn.
He love me like, he love me like, he love me like no other,
And when I left yo' crib, I went and fucked yo' mother.
I'll do anything to please you,
Anything you want me to do, just ask, and I'll lead you.
This goes out to those that know of me,
Trashy, but still classy, erotic poetry.

Now I got game, like Parker brothers,
Play monopoly on top of me, while we do each other.
Roll a dice on your chest, I hit seven, I won!
By the time I roll eleven, I bet ya cum.
When you get fast go, you get a fuck free card,
And a guarantee that all night the dick will stay hard.
Just if you run back side to side,
Till ya cum, till ya can't cum no more from inside.
If you say I'm nasty, you hoes you grow up,
Cuz I'll do things to you that will make the average man throw up,
Like put your foot, and cut the grass with the mower,
Lick it up high, then lick it down lower,
A Shame, ain't no shame to my game,
Cuz you only live once and tellin' lies is lame.
So I'll be mean to the people who know of me,
Still gettin' pussy from the ladies, singin' erotic poetry.

 

[fox69]

"Esham's Boomin"

"Esham's Boomin"



Yo man, let me get one of them big motherfuckers and shit in here
All right man, here ya go man, give me the money man
give me the money. Hey fuck that you aint get no damn choice.
Get the rock and get the fuck on.
Sittin down in a crack house earning my pay
If some base head jump crazy, I'll just blow him away
'cause I'm fully wrapped, I ain't taken crap
I got a mini .14 with a shoulder strap
Base heads knocked on the door, they just knocked and knocked
My crack quickly disappeared one rock by rock
I had a couple more to go but oh no
Here comes the big ho bustin down the do'
So I kicked out a window, jumped the roof next door
Took the money, left the crack but i'll get more
Jumped down off the roof, cops start poppin'
All yellin' freeze, who they thought was stoppin'
Cops on my tail tryin' to put me in jail
I slipped and I fell, got up and ran like hell
I was runnin' and runnin', runnin' fast as I can
If you would a seen me you'd a said that was the bionic man
Yeah I was born, this brother had got away
Just up the block at my homeboy's hide away
Bang on the door, he let me into his crib
Then I told him about the police and what they did
He gave the keys to his ride and I was back on the move
Jumped into his set and kicked the groove
You see crime is life and life is crime
But what would life be without a Reel Life rhyme
Not real life
Cruising around town and the bass is up
Running big time lights, I don't give a fuck
Seen the police, put the peddle to the metal
The pig was on my tail because the speakers rock the ghetto
I knew they wasn't bitches 'cause the traffics movin' fast
Not gonna let them get me unless they pop my ass
Burned big time rubber on 7 Mile
I was driving like a drunk cold acting wild
Slammed on the breaks, pressed on the gas
Dipped around a corner come off they ass
Bust a move to my crib to change my clothes
And since I got away from the cops I'm screamin' fuck them hoes
And I stepped outside, Jumped into my ride
Seen a couple base heads hanging out at the bar
Pulled over and parked, Throw em a sample rock
Had all the base heads on my jock
A crack fiend, god damn tried to snatch my caine
Whipped out my mag and blew out his brains
See crime is life and life is crime
But what would life be without a Reel Life rhyme
Not real life
All the base heads on the corner ran
Then a lady shouted out "That guy killed a man, he killed somebody"
Oh shit, God damn I got a witness
2 to her head and I said bitch mind your business
Jumped into my car, left the scene of the crime
2 murders uncalled for, doing no time
Im a gangster on the run my solutions a gun
And I'll beat up your momma just for fun
One day I was chillin' on the East Side of town
Not a base head in site and none to be found
So my fila's kickin to the sidewalk beat
And my jam is kind of warm 'cause im packin' heat
You might think im a statistic to work this beat
But if I don't sell drugs then I don't eat
Some think that I am dumb, I don't care what they think
But I'm a keep getting paid until I'm locked in the click
Or uzi's be poppin' at my body like thunder
I'm dead like a doorknob, six feet under
That's the consequences , rich man in business
I'll blow up your momma in military defenses
Unemployed with a beard, make the school playa hate
The hoes on the side so you know its drug related
Ten G's in my pocket with the style and profile
Born in New York and grew up in Long Island
Raised in the Motown a brother throw down
Beefin' with the G and believe me you will go down
Don't start none, boy wont be none
Brothers want some then you got to get some
Crime is life and life is crime
But what would life be without a Reel Life rhyme
Not real life
Kicked in the face with the dope man reality
The brothers hard with a criminal personality
No one scares me, no one dares me
Shoot a brother in the back for crack 'cause no one cares, see
I'm not 18 so I can be wild
Cause in the courts eyes I'm still a juvenile
A Reel Life product, it's a rock a rock
The neighborhood smoking for blocks and blocks
And y'all fools be slippin' puffin dicks, be chokin'
Two weeks later your arm would be broken
Wake up to reality
I don't have a negative personality
But everyone have to do what they have to do to get by
Even sell crack

 

[fox69]

"Everyone"

"Everyone"


[Talking]
Killas
Everyone's a killa now-a day
Killas
Let me tell you about some killa shit
Yo, everyone's a killa

The first time killas made an attempt on my life
It was all about some money, it was funny
So I laughed, blood bathed it off
That bastard's soft
Grab my pistol, I'm shootin' missiles
Here's how you can be a super rap star and people try to kill you too
It's funny like that when you rap about death
The shit really follows you like every other breath
Watch ya step, a thousand black crows fly through the sky
I hear voices in my head, everyone must die
Why? I dunno, shot another rapper wit' the .44
What the fuck fo'?
Deep in my psychosis lives this ferocious monster
That just wants to crush, grab guns, squeeze triggas, bullets bust
Still can't get enough, what a rush
Blood stains soak the plush
Carpet, oh shit
Brain matter all over the room scattered
Killas don't talk but stalk the streets
I'm a complete cannibal, cookin' ya dead meat
The Seventh Sign, walk da flatline
Forever through time, eternally out my mind
While you keep tryin' to save souls from dyin'
And Hell is still hot and muthafuckas still fryin'
And I ain't lyin' about abortion
'Cuz you can 'KKKill the Fetus' and still hear ya baby cryin'

[Chorus]
Everyone...must...die (Everyone must die) [x8]

Everyone must die, I have no excuses for mental abuses
My uzi is useless without the clip in it
Deep inside the darkness I slowly slip in it
Murder by the minute, true confessions of a Smith and Wesson
Livin' in Detroit all my life caused me to 'Mental Stress' and
'Panic Attack' and manic depression
Blastin' any assassin, askin' no questions
Murder for hire, my guns won't retire, you'll forever feel the fire
Your desire to die collides with my obsession to just let slugs fly
Why must I live like this?
Blood stains on the floor from my slit wrists
Suicidalist, mental poisionest, the flow grows slow into a dark Lotus
'Dead Flowerz' in the 'Midnight Hour'
All people kill for the powder of power
Whichever comes first before the guns burst
Life indepentent or the back of a hearse
What's worse than a wicked rhyme I disperse?
Shells from a gun as I yell and curse
Shells from a gun as I yell and curse
The shells from a gun as I yell and curse

[Chorus]