Caliban

[fox69]

"Another Cold Day"

"Another Cold Day"


With open arms, I am waiting.
With open arms, I see the end.
With open arms, I am dying - dying a mournful death.......
.....the landscape wipes out my tears,
it's greyness stings my eyes, where the hell is the gloom?
What the fuck, I am so doomed!

Starlight from the sky - lead my heart and tell me why,
starlight from the sky - tell me why!!!

With open arms, I am crying.
With open arms, I'm going down.
Wind blows my joy away, help me out of these mournful days....

Starlight from the sky - lead my heart and tell me why,
starlight from the sky - tell me why!!!

Too many days I had no faith.
I wish I had someone to blame.
Someone to blame.

Starlight from the sky - lead my heart and tell me why,
starlight from the sky - tell me why!!! WHY!!!!

 

[fox69]

"Arena Of Concealment"

"Arena Of Concealment"


the image of the world I live in
born into to fall into oblivion
is the huge arena of illusion & deceit
nothing's real
not a thing curtain call & the show starts,
commonness and self-leceration against the unceasing
lape of redemption - clowns
the masters of disguise
are man's prototype my fear of the future increases
this arena is crowded with clowns
curtain call & the show starts
just one tear releases a violent river

 

[fox69]

"Army Of Me"

"Army Of Me"


Stand up you've got to manage, I wont sympathize anymore.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
And get to work.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
You're on your own now, we won't save you, we won't save you,
You're on your own now, we won't save you, your rescue squad is too exhausted.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You're all right, there's nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!

 

[fox69]

"Assassin Of Love"

"Assassin Of Love"


The imagination of an unrestrained dedication,
without considering the consequences and the betrayal of own ideals,
just to kill my thirst, fills me with hate,
the temptation to dedicate myself unrestrained to cold love,
is just as big as the hate for the lust of the flesh.
The lust of flesh is an assassin of love!
Why is it so hard?
(it's so damn hard)
Emotions just ain't mechanic, the question of greed,
love, past, future, anger and anxiety,
I don't want to live my present in the past anymore,
your past determines my reality.

 

[fox69]

"Bad Dream"

"Bad Dream"


oh dark night, in silence broken ban,
shackles of fear, I lie there, flat and merely
the valley lies deep, staggering in the past, shadows
hide danger and feed me in the coldness,
I don't see myself,
don't look at me,
you would burn
as my house lies empty and
I float against the time,
come here, come in,
burn for my soul.

 

[fox69]

"Before Later Becomes Never"

"Before Later Becomes Never"


Wake me up!
Your world is turning upside down
Practice what you preach
A thousand words don't count
Don't be afraid to fail
Be amongst the few, the few who dare
Deal with the devil coming in, coming out
Your fear and despair, whatever it may take
You think I'm shaking by saying
Before later becomes never
When you're motionless inside
You don't even feel time
So wake up and realize
Before later becomes never again
Don't be a poor spirit with a dead heart
Accept your scars, accept your past
Without desire to change
Tomorrow will be the same
Be amongst the few, the few who dare
Deal with the devil coming in, coming out
Your fear and despair, whatever it may take
You think I'm shaking by saying
Before later becomes never
Deal with the devil
Deal with the devil
You think I'm shaking by saying
Before later becomes never
When you're motionless inside
You don't even feel time
So wake up and realize
Before later becomes never again
Wake me up!
Wake me up!
My eyes are shut
I can't take it any longer
I am trapped, another time
With the weight on my shoulders
Wake me up
Wake me up
Before later becomes never
Wake me up
Wake me up
Before later becomes never
When you're motionless inside
You don't even feel time
So wake up and realize
Before later becomes never again
So wake up and realize
Before later becomes never again

 

[fox69]

"Between The Worlds"

"Between The Worlds"


deeply hidden in the deepest wood
black is the night
the owls are singing between the worlds
the circle closes, the cycle of fire opens it's doors
the guard between the shadows searches for fear-
(to broken souls he reaches out his hand and leads the
way into the night)
fire walk with me...
pain shouts you down
you've split and I spit on you
(call my name and I'll catch you
carry my ring and) I will kill you.

 

[fox69]

"Blinded By Fear"
(originally by At The Gates)

"Blinded By Fear"
(originally by At The Gates)



'We are blind to the
World within us,
Waiting to be born'

I cast aside my chains
Fall from reality
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth

The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The face of all your fears

Born of the demon sky
Twisting reality
Sweet nauseating pain
Is death the only release?
nauseating pain
Is death the only release?

The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The face of all your fears

I cast aside my chains
Fall from reality
Suicidal disease
The face of all your fears
Now covered with sores
Humanity exiled
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth

The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The face of all your fears

 

[fox69]

"Broadcast To Damnation"

"Broadcast To Damnation"


Changing channels, watching the drama
Sit and fade while losing your karma
Day by day they feed your brain
Lay your thoughts in hidden dreams
Those who watch, or those who serve
I guess we get what we deserve

Spineless and faceless
Go fuck yourself
Don't ask why
Heartless and brainless
Go fuck yourself
You know why
Pointless and senseless
Go fuck yourself
Don't ask why
Aimless and faithless
Go fuck yourself
You know why

It's killing me
This war in my head
It's killing me
We can't break free
It's killing me
This war in my head
We can't break free

Consume the light, consume the lie
Forget the wold, forget your life
I cast a spell on you and everybody else
Who doesn't give a shit for someone else
The world around you is an ugly place
You're not gonna die with a smile on your face

Illness and sickness
Go fuck yourself
Dullness and darkness
Go fuck yourself

The virus is out and there is no escape
A silent killer is on his way
The virus is out to choke your brain
A silent killer is after you
It's all in vain (it's all in vain)

It's killing me
This war in my head
It's killing me
We can't break free
It's killing me
This war in my head
We can't break free

I don't wanna know about your madness
I don't wanna know about your low life existence
Broadcast to damnation

 

[fox69]

"Broken"

"Broken"


"No beautiful surface without a terrible depth"
You ripped my heart out, I wish I was dead
I cannot tame my demons forevermore
You are the reason I should have known before
Because of you I've lost it all
Seems like all we had is over now
Because of you I rise to fall
But in the end it's over now...
Are you still my anchor?
Cause you're dragging me down!
I'm lost in the ocean, call the sirens before I drown
I will leave with my head down
I've lost it all, it's all the same now...
It's all the same
Because of you I've lost it all
Seems like all we had is over now
Because of you I rise to fall
But in the end it's over now...
I'm cold, I'm lost, I'm wrong, I'm numb,
I'm flawed, I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm done,
I'm useless, broken, scared, can't run away
Because of you I've lost it all
Seems like all we had is over now
Because of you I rise to fall
But in the end it's over now...
I'm cold, I'm lost, I'm wrong, I'm numb,
I'm flawed, I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm done,
I'm useless, broken, scared, can't run away